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i know i said i love you
but i'm thinking i was wrong
i'm the first to admit that
i'm still pretty young
and i never meant to hurt you
when i wrote you 10 love songs

that guy that i could never get
'cause his girlfriend was pretty fit
and everyone who knew her loved her so
well i made you leave her for me
and now i'm feeling pretty mean
but my mind has fucked me over
more times than any man could ever know

maybe i should give up, give in
give up trying to be thin
give up and turn into my mother
god knows i love her

and i'm sorry to which ever man
should meet my sorry state
watch my steady lonesome gait and be aware
i would never love a man
'cause love and pain go hand in hand
and i can't do it, again